Ahem... "Pardon my French"...
I haven't cursed here in a long time.
By cursed I mean... the kind of words that would make my
mother's ears bleed.
Probably it just so happens that now's the appropriate
moment to break that streak.
Just for this post, let me do what I want without being
scrutinized over every single detail kay...
This will be a long, wordy post... By long and wordy
I mean your eyes are gonna hurt.
*
My dad gave this to me a, lol, long time ago. Really long.
I know this probably happens to every other girl...
but he used to call me his princess. And it made me feel special.
I've grown out of that.. I mean, the princess part, not the
feeling special part. It's just nice to know that I always have
my Dad's number on my phone when I need him.
He hasn't always been there for me :/ but he's my Dad...
and he's done what he could. Either way, I'm still his kid. :/
I hope.
Went out with Dad and bro today as usual.
We traveled all the way to Raffles City for
Authentic Hainanese Chicken Rice. I'm not saying that
everything else in the store sucked, but, the rice was
freaking amazinggg... I have no idea why that rice seemed
so much more appetizing than everything else I've had the
past week. Whether it was cos I was famished, or maybe
cos it smelt so damn good, whatever the reason, I've
never had better rice. Ever. And I just realized how stupid
that looks after typing it out. Yeah.
After that, or was it before... Anyway, we went to
Peninsula Plaza to check out a tattoo parlor there, then
went to Funan IT to get my Dad's laptop.
Slacked around in Funan for a while, hyped up over
Alienware on Level 3, played around with it and drooled
on their keyboards, then came home.
*
Exams've been over for 2 days or so.
The relief I felt when the TC was like "Alright, put down
your pencils"... My head was throbbing so much with
happiness. You know how I celebrated? DO YOU?
I went home to sleep.
Yeap, no reward better than knocking out for 6 hours
or so in front of the television. It was the best I'd felt
the whole week.
And the tole of stress this week finally crashed down on
me all in one shot. Gosh I needed sleep so badly...
The paper I'm most worried about's Maths I guess...
I'm not even sure I can PASS.
If you guys see me cry when we get back our Maths
paper, it's either tears of joy, or cos I know I'm gonna
come back the next day headless.
SCREW MATHS.
...I was so near to giving up on my
paper. ._. And my results will probably show it.
After exams everyone was going "It was okay lah!"
"Not that hard!" "Very hard meh?!"
I felt like suckerpunching every one of them in the face..
but I didn't of course... I mean.. how weird would that
be... right?...
My whole routine for the week was, sleep at 12,
wake up at 3/4/5, study till 6, go to school, exam,
come home, study, sleep at 12, wake up 3/4/5...
It wasn't a really good plan... I know.
I've got eyebags to prove it.
but it became more of a convenient habit for me,
so just followed through with it the whole time.
Went to Library with Van to study Geog on... Tues?
Crammed for about 8-9 hours straight... brain died...
(currently spamming vulgarities with Van on msn...
LOL..)
Around 4+ bella came to join us.
Next day went with 2 of them + Jordan.
Didn't really study. At all. LOL...
It was lit anyway... Slacked slacked slacked.
Bella came for a while, went for detention, then came back.
LOL...
Plans for June Holiday:
...
...
...
Well... BASICALLY THEY ALL INVOLVE CHILLING.
I don't want to do anything that'll cause me to rip my
hair out and scream insults at everyone.
People coming over, going out with people, going for
trainings, going overseas.
All pretty okay yea...
Sigh. Whatever. 2 more weeks of school.
Feel like giving up when I'm so nearrrrr....
to.... holidayyyy....
Well. Fubar.
Zenda.
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